dont blame magick for going crazy or feeling crazy. its not magick or how magick reacts to you. its YOU!!! its how you react to magick. if you ever obsess about anything about magick STOP!!!!!!! stop what you are thinking stop what you are doing and purify you mind. because thats where that were magick can go Wrong! i have been labeled schizophrenic and i have been thru crazy shit but you know what. you will get thru it. because the world is crazy. do be crazy like the world. be yourself. figure out what that is. im still figuring that out. its not easy. NOT EASY.
it takes time and most of all TIMING. are you ready for life positive change or not. if you arent this post wont make any sense to you. you might want that in your life, but your not ready for it. you gotta choose . its up to you . are you gonna let your mind step all over you and sabotage you everywhere you go? Say NO and ask your high self for a catalyst (life positive one)for change. you might even understand what you want and need. but like a mushroom trip you soon forget what the leson you learned was. i say be aware of your timing . be ready for change. dont go crazy like i did. make it happen . belive in miracles . anything thing is possible in this lifetime. you just gotta believe. dont be like i was. dont go crazy. dont dabble in things your unconcious cant handle. or maybe thats what you need to evolve. a mistake here or there. FOLLY. it what makes this unperfect world a paradise if you can learn from your folly. whats it gonna take. you wanna go crazy???? maybe thats what it takes. because if you place your feet on the ground you wont go crazy. if you want to fly and cant handle the changes in the wind you might just go crazy. learn how to fly baby!!! thats what magick is al about to me. no limitations. miracle after miracle. im turning my craziness into divine craziness. cuz you know what??? so what im crazy but im not gonna let it hinder me. my madness will be divine . you are not defective !!! you are fine just create or learn some coping skill to deal with it.