it is strange how most magicians want all these abilities . there were some i did not want becuase i i though i would go more insane.
like precogniotion. my dreams have more and more precog and in strange ways. i think i watched too much tv and i though i would see everybody future misfortunes. but it is not working that way at all. its just bizzare things i see happen i unexpected ways. i kinda like it now.
its kinda disapointing though i actua;lly said i dont want to be precog. now im learning that ability . sucks since i put alot of time and effort into spells and such for lucid dreaming and astral projection and it seems im not makiing any progress . i guess somethings come more naturally to me than others. anyway... just something i thinking about.