Tribe.net. Local Connections Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#15bfebb3-589b-4e0e-a412-9728d3718bad 2008-12-20T00:26:12Z 2008-12-20T00:26:12Z

OK, please, I've been going through this for years now. I've been through trying to seek, trust, and at times I thought I was trusting in myself. I've done some crazy stuff. Now I know that adultery didn't happen before people started getting married, things aren't unviersal. I'm up at ends about what to do. I know the Bible to be true. I've been striving to for years now. Example: I went to a chinese restuarant and said "I'm with them to a lady because of some strange reason. later I realized I had said I'm with them out of fear, or whatever. So I go back to the proverb that says "If you are trapped by the words of your mouth....." When I got home I thought God told me to strip off my shirt and walk into the chinese resturant and beg her to release me. Frightened, I didn't. So I'm sitting up in my room in the middle of the night and it was hard for me to keep my eyes open; they kept blinking. Now I've become confused. Can someone shed some light on all this?

Joshua 2008-12-20T00:26:12Z Dr. Hate http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#170666c6-0c2a-4d2b-a75e-73e2f992965b 2008-11-19T02:53:31Z 2008-11-19T02:53:31Z

Joshua I highly recommend you NOT see a psychotherapist. They will label you paranoid schizophrenic and ruin your life FOREVER!!!

Dr. Hate 2008-11-19T02:53:31Z $item.owner.firstName http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#0a13c33e-78ea-4404-9833-4b24f417ebb7 2008-11-18T21:07:22Z 2008-11-18T21:07:22Z

huh

$item.owner.firstName 2008-11-18T21:07:22Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#5d853d1d-2dce-4c08-b1dd-fc79157e6a12 2008-11-16T02:38:00Z 2008-11-16T02:38:00Z

How do I do this? I'm really frickin frustrated. Can anyone forsee what is to become of me?

Joshua 2008-11-16T02:38:00Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#e2f217ae-c20d-4f19-a81d-e3c35bc2d2db 2008-11-16T02:21:51Z 2008-11-16T02:21:51Z

I'll be damned if I make it to the age of 30.

Joshua 2008-11-16T02:21:51Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#a42e18e6-1231-4c5a-b9ff-eb0b376ba687 2008-11-16T01:58:20Z 2008-11-16T01:58:20Z

I don't want to have to be the last link in the chain.

Joshua 2008-11-16T01:58:20Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#ebb3eb57-3e73-40d5-aefe-f7e6a2c303a7 2008-11-16T01:55:25Z 2008-11-16T01:55:25Z

"Know the truth and the truth shall set you free" If I am not free, then I am not Iluminated? So the Illuminati are not under mind control? Just brute force can damage them? Damn it, I'm afraid that if I don't act, I'm gonna frickin die!

Joshua 2008-11-16T01:55:25Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#b58f6fe3-3e82-4c1f-921a-11e19da95862 2008-11-15T23:38:40Z 2008-11-15T23:38:40Z

12 tribes of Israel + 1 (reptilian) = 13 bloodlines

Joshua 2008-11-15T23:38:40Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#d9f12053-b376-4df9-865b-58955186c06b 2008-11-15T23:35:41Z 2008-11-15T23:35:41Z

In the beginning of a change, the patriot is a scarce man, brave, hated and scorned. When his cause succeeds, the timid join him, for then it costs nothing to be a patriot. - Mark Twain I'm starting to understand some of this and it's making me afraid.

Joshua 2008-11-15T23:35:41Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#990ee6ee-a399-444c-a117-c18b5c1e3928 2008-11-15T23:16:17Z 2008-11-15T23:16:17Z

Sorry, it was "www.subtle-energy.com"

Joshua 2008-11-15T23:16:17Z Joshua http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/29e916d2-01e7-4b19-ae2c-02846fd0804f#0f64c421-eef9-44b7-8244-6e8cb38ae1ff 2008-11-15T23:14:36Z 2008-11-15T23:14:36Z

OK, A while back there was a site entitled "www.sutble-energy.com" in 2001. On their site there was a "conspiracy" tab, or whatever you call it. It had on it the memory of water, and bioluminescence. Soon it was taken down. This was about the time I started realizing that (sometime in 2001) microwave weapons were being used against me. When I was at Samaritan Medical Center in Watertown, I noticed that if a patient reacted in a certain way, they'd send in "replacements." People would wear pens around their heart area. Can they really process people this fast? Saddam Hussein was drugged. I'm starting to realize the type of mass processing of people that is going on. This is terrible. How can it stop?

Joshua 2008-11-15T23:14:36Z