OK, please, I've been going through this for years now. I've been through trying to seek,
trust, and at times I thought I was trusting in myself. I've done some crazy stuff.
Now I know that adultery didn't happen before people started getting married, things
aren't unviersal. I'm up at ends about what to do. I know the Bible to be true.
I've been striving to for years now. Example:

I went to a chinese restuarant and said "I'm with them to a lady because of some strange reason. later I realized I had said I'm with them out of fear, or whatever. So I go
back to the proverb that says "If you are trapped by the words of your mouth....."
When I got home I thought God told me to strip off my shirt and walk into the chinese resturant and beg her to release me. Frightened, I didn't. So I'm sitting up in my room
in the middle of the night and it was hard for me to keep my eyes open; they kept blinking.
Now I've become confused. Can someone shed some light on all this?