Tribe.net. Local Connections mani http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#0dc393be-7438-4fc9-8355-92c109343744 2008-12-18T13:19:16Z 2008-12-18T13:19:16Z

thanks... i have told my wife several times to anoint 'chandan' tilak (vermillion) on the dent in my forehead.. but she always forgets :(

mani 2008-12-18T13:19:16Z mani http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#07feca24-644b-4017-9ba7-cc9b34e2cd98 2008-12-18T13:14:52Z 2008-12-18T13:14:52Z

breathing happens itself... otherwise i will die for sure.

mani 2008-12-18T13:14:52Z mani http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#47583c74-8736-4963-af29-391be98c7b7d 2008-12-18T13:14:05Z 2008-12-18T13:14:05Z

yes, it happens everytime i meditate. recently i got a dent in my forehead... see here: http://www.balbro.com/dent.jpg i noticed this just a few weeks ago... it was not there before. and now from a few days i am able to concentrate on this dent and it feels like its sinking further inside. do you have any idea what is happening?

mani 2008-12-18T13:14:05Z $item.owner.firstName http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#b161a1b4-35d9-4258-aaac-8ca7d5caa542 2008-12-17T19:18:07Z 2008-12-17T19:18:07Z

I agree...just breathe... kundalini's a slow process.

$item.owner.firstName 2008-12-17T19:18:07Z Mathu http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#62c55024-abe2-46a6-a347-cb6da2d313d5 2008-12-17T18:51:30Z 2008-12-17T18:51:30Z

Hey!!!! I,m gonna tri that 1.

Mathu 2008-12-17T18:51:30Z hermeticbear http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#ec87b40d-2da0-4c5c-a872-815376d060d5 2008-12-17T18:03:34Z 2008-12-17T17:58:39Z

sodomize yourself while doing the deep breathing exercise and anoint your third eye with marzipan

hermeticbear 2008-12-17T17:58:39Z Mathu http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#0a2a1494-522e-4e44-81d5-f6e02f9b277a 2008-12-17T16:13:28Z 2008-12-17T16:13:28Z

Do you do this everytime you meditate? If you do, then I would stop, drop, and roll. Instead, just breathe your way though it and see where it goes.

Mathu 2008-12-17T16:13:28Z mani http://chaosmagick.tribe.net/thread/122cc67b-5b45-4547-a369-f21c617acada#89e25457-6346-45a8-a09c-829a0327fe5a 2008-12-17T13:20:59Z 2008-12-17T13:20:59Z

When the energy surges to my third eye with full force, and then withdraws, I hear a sound that resembles the sound when water is thrown on a hot surface and is instantly transferred into vapors... the bubbly hissing sound. Things go on their own when I sit and meditate. My hands make mudras themslves like I am possesed. Breathing alters. I feel pressure/vibrations in all the cakras upto the sixth. When I am relaxed and feel energised.. the breathing is blocked and the whole life force is directed towards the third eye. Its like I am hacking (trying to go inside) into myself from the eye. I don't see anything but I hear the sound for 10-12 seconds when I start breathing again. The energy then moves/coils back down to my lower chakras. And then rises back up again after a few minutes... the process will continue repeating unless I urge the energy to stop and dispel. My hands keep making mudras all the time during this process. Sometimes I feel like I am inhaling from my left ear. Sometimes my root chakra vibrates so strong that I feel like I will leave the ground. I can punch and kick very hard by focusing the energy in my fists or feet. I started meditation two years ago when I had this strange dream. In the dream I saw myself asleep. I thought how its possible to see myself asleep? I must be dreaming. And just when I realized this, my hearing turned inwards and I heard a loud 'OM' inside me. At the same time my eyes moved upwards between my eyebrows and the vision turned inwards too. I felt as if I was dying. A fireball (like sun) was glowing inside the head between my eyebrows. And I woke up with fear of death. It seems the Kundalini is trying to redo the same thing when I meditate. Right now my forehead is throbbing and I am losing focus. I have to go and repeat the process. Any guidance will be appreciated.

mani 2008-12-17T13:20:59Z